so what

i am getting sick just in time for christmas. gd. fshuifsehufisdk.
tonight, i was waiting for something to do, planned to go downstairs to clean my room or something. i made it to my bed, sat down and decided i was tired. next thing i knew my dad came in my room asking what i was doing. you know how you wake up so abruptly and your brain is forced to immediately function & you think you are doing okay and normal until you are thinking about it later and realize that nothing you said made sense?..yes well that's what happened. my poor body is pushed to its limit all the time. longest 20 years any anatomy has ever faced. it is 2:07 in the am on december 23. tomorrow is christmas eve??! it feels so weird. and today i felt like such an adult, it was strange. i do not know why. i am so good at my job & making big tips is doooope. i dislike eosinophilic esophagitis. i could never win a food eating contest, that's for sure. i would just take bite 1 and choke. loser. i really want to go to gold's gym, so i guess i should get that in the works. besides that...all i know is i am tired and i might actually lay down and fall asleep tonight. that never happens so i should seize this opp.

and yes, i do know that i said the white skin part twice in my last entry. so what