i think i am in the christmas spirit...
or something like it. i must be, because everyday i feel immensely stressed but i have a final today, a math one even...and i don't feel all that stressed. the future of my puny existence relies on how well i do on this test and my biology one tomorrow at 8 in the am...but the more i worry, the worse i do i think. anyhow...i am wearing jasmine vanilla aromatherapy on my skin today. b&bw is the best, they sure do know what they are doing. maybe that is another reason i feel calm today.. & i am addicted to my yoga pants. i live in them. my new motto is comfort...with everything...scents, colors, clothes, hair, words, music...i'm just doing what gives me comfort. i think this includes filling up my month with hot tubbing w/jesse & the boys. (since it's always a sausage fest...good thing i get along with boys really well). i am also ready to hit the slopes, and have some fun times with jo again. those were the days for real, my friend. & i miss my apartment, and my aly and doing crazy stuff always & laughing so hard it hurt. taking our matresses out into the family room, watching into the wild and alysser listening to me cry for two solid hours after the movie and talk about how bad i am a failure at life (hahahaha it's funny to us now). being naked just because i could (alyssa has the picture of when she caught me naked sitting at my desk). making snow angels at 4 in the am in the parking lot. scraping the shitttt out of the passenger side of my car. 7-11 & taco bell. making a jungle gym in the hall. having wars with the rhinos that lived upstairs (stupid ariel & her rolling backpack at 7 am). never on sundays at pizza f. cleaning oliver's apartment for hours so they don't fail the cleaning check. having such a bad stomach ache i had to crawl from another building & through the parking lot to get back to my apartment on the 4TH FLOOOR. going to walmart for some cold medicine at 2:30am & having chest pains so bad i thought i wouldn't make it home...but i did and luckily caleb and sam were there with caleb's iphone so he could google my symptoms...and caleb starts jumping up and down telling me i was having a heart attack and to take some aspirin hahahahahahahha. contest with sam on new years to see who could kiss the most guys (that failed). trying to make a cast to pretend my arm was broken w/ devo (all we got out of that were pink plaster chunks all over the apartment). getting the cops called on me for being loud in my apartment (because chad is a dick) when i wasn't even at home, what an idiot. breaking my wrist over nikki's head and ripping out a chunk of her hair. going to jer's hockey games and always ihop after. and plans to make a man cake for my birthday with jer's mom and sister. oh and BEAN DIP WARS w/aly...there's so much that i miss about that place & so much i am glad to be without. memories make everything in life worthwhile.
we have no christmas lights up at my house yet. in fact, our tree is not yet assembled. i know what my job is the rest of this week. also, i'd like to say that i am the best sister in the world. just ask my little sprout for a sibling.