to rewind time?
i wish it was...so i could rewind to today before i cut my bangs. big mistake. now i will have to reconstruct my entire head of hair, since it looks terrible. not to mention that now that this hair will be constantly laying on my forehead, i am gonna be zit-zilla. oh bother. i am a fool.
my precious car gets fixed on the 19th of this month, so that makes me happy. my poor carrrr.
i want to go back to disneyland. is it possible to just live there? because that would make me so so happy. halloween looks so wonderful there, (not that it's not always wonderful there, because it IS.) my two favorite things in one. halloween & disneyland. christmas would be magical there. gosh. that place makes me a different woman. take me there!
i love halloween. i need to finish my costume before i am scrambling to get it done before the blessed date arrives. i am so excited to dress up, to be something else for one day. i wait for the day all year long. i've made my party favors-even though i'm not having a party to hand them out at... i guess i just like the act of making them. little ghosts, like elementary kids would do. i have nothing better to do with my extra time. i have no friends, nothing to do, nowhere to go. besides wal-mart i suppose. i find myself there when i am restless. i miss days of old where i actually had fun things to do. i pretend like i have so much to do, to fool other people and mostly to just trick myself.
before i depress myself i will go, turn on hocus pocus to watch in the company of myself, and hopefully drift off to neverland...where everything is happy.
