So tired...but sleep won't come.
i think too much.
vanilla soy milk is good and i guess in some way liking it makes me 'weird'...i've been told that quite a few times today. oh well...i'm used to hearing it, whatever weird means. i am ready for summer outings. bbq's, floating rivers, walks & hikes, rides on my beach cruiser, swimming suits, windows down-warm air on my face, summer jams. mmm, it all sounds so lovely. snow- go away.

exhausted

burned out.
i want to write right now. there's a lot stuck in my head...and in my gut...
but i just can't get anything out. exhaustion...mental, physical, spiritual, emotional.
i am still a rock though...i need to stay strong...for myself at least, if no one else notices my effort.
hfshiubkajfhajkr

i love you, jesse. best friend.

summer, i am ready for you.
E.E.-get the hell out of my life.
aunt flow, i wouldn't mind if you peaced out too.
sleep, i could use a visit from you.
first i will listen to traumerei by schumann.

tunnel vision, i am 2897294 feet away.
goodnight.